[NOTICE] PLEASE IGNORE THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR ME SOUND LIKE AN EMO KID. lmfao XD

Yeah, so, yesterday I found out something quite disturbing and really depressing to hear. It was one of my own personal problems. (don't ask about it) I couldn't stop thinking about this one thing for the rest of the night. I tossed and turned trying to fall asleep and when I finally did, the thunderstorm was so loud it woke me up. Right after the storm calmed down, my alarm clock rang. I had to get up and go to school.

This is one of those things where it upsets you the day before and you're hoping you'll feel better the next day, but it just seems to haunt you all night. Therefore, you wake up not too happy and even though your day hasn't started, you feel foul.

Yeah, this is one of those cases.
There was something on my mind that I talked to Jessie about, and it was bothering me for a few days. Then yesterday, bad news adds onto my pile of stress. Have you ever felt so never endingly hopeless? Yeah, I bet you can relate to that possibly in SOME WAY.

Since it was raining, I wore my black hoodie to school (we have uniforms, lammmeeee). I only had one skirt in my room so I threw that on too. That skirt just happened to be navy blue. Then for socks, since my school is retarded, they get really angry if you don't wear the right color socks (STUPID, RIGHT?), I wore my high knee socks which were so dark, they looked black but they were navy blue as well. I get to class and my friend comments at my sense of style, "Lina, you're wearing all dark clothes today! You know, you're OBVIOUSLY not supposed to wear dark socks with a dark skirt and shirt." I didn't exactly notice it, but I subconsciously wore what matched my mood. Then Aurora calls me an emo and jokingly says that we can't be friends anymore because emos are faggy.

Yeah...okay.

Then Aurora pushes me and I lose balance. Just when I thought I caught myself before making a scene, the book I was standing on SLIPPED and I fell into the lockers and onto Allison. *facefloor* Can I go home and sleep until next week, PLEASE?

To think, this is all because of a certain SOMEBODY out there. That stupid person out there that decided to do something INCREDIBLY IDIOTIC that ruined my day yesterday and still depresses me AT THIS MOMENT. All I want to say to you is: _{YOU ARE DEAD TO ME.}

I'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be. You'd be nonconforming too if you looked JUST LIKE ME...